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Jar of hearts - Christina Perri →
heard this song a few days ago…I’d heard bits and pieces before. It makes me just want to dance all day. I just wish I was a much much better dancer than I actually am!!
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I’m tired and a little drunk. And sad about amy winehouse. Found out today she was exactly three months older than me. I know there were more than likely drugs involved but the age thing still scares me a tad.
Ash came round tonight,we drank cava, ate a lot of garlic based food and watched russell howard. And talked through the whole thing. I do miss ash a lot. It was weird for a while after the whole kissing thing. But it seems ok now which is cool. I miss having my own friends over here. Most of the people I hang with are daves friends. Tonight was nice’ dave popped in and we discussed potatoes in africa and gave the cat her flea drops. Fun times. Now they’ve all gone and I’m tipsy and alone in bed thinking again about amy. I feel so bad that things were so messed up in her life that she couldn’t come back from it. Maybe her body just gave in. Maybe we’ll never know.
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New addition to the moo pad…diddy the cat!! With dave :)
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Day two
Challenge completed….100 sit ups and 100 press ups plus a zumba class!!
Thinking of the bikini body…although that pasta I had when I got back probably undid all my good efforts today!! Right back on it tomorrow though.
Dave’s already trying to find excuses to stop doing his. His willpower and motivation is not one of the reasons I love him. Thank god for him that’s he’s cute :)
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(via embered)
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(via embered)
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Update…
50 press-ups also done!! Man I forgot how hard these things are to do! Sit ups I can do with little issue. They hurt but yeah I’m pretty good at those. Press-ups are another matter all together! Eurgh :(
Dave has done his 50 press-ups but no sit ups from him yet!!
Also cooking a nice healthy dinner for us both! Chicken breast joint with lemon cous cous stuffing, roast potatoes, carrots, cauliflower and broccoli! :) omnomnom!
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Centurion Club
Right I am going to do this…..100 sit ups/crunches and 100 push ups EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
So far today I have managed 50 sit ups…need to get on the push ups…eurgh. I will get a bikini body!!!!!



This was a couple of years ago on holiday in Ibiza….I want this body back! I know the stomach is totally flat but I like the shape of it, curvy but slender….

This is me on holiday in Turkey last year…I’m probably this size if not a tiny bit bigger now :( grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
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So I was wondering…
This is maybe TMI….but how often does everybody else do ‘it’ in a relationship? Dave and I have been together for nearly two years now and if we do it once a week that’s good.
When we first met, before we were dating. In that friends with benefits stage we were doing it all the time, several times a night in some cases. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other.
Now…well its almost as if its just something done as a treat. Half the time we don’t even attempt to instigate it. Or if one of us does then the other stops it and we roll over and go to sleep.
When we first started properly dating I was going through some stuff with my womens area. I had a large area of pre-cancerous cells that I had to have removed. What with all the tests and invasions and not being able to have sex, not really feeling like it due to pain, not knowing what was going on we just got into the habit of not having it. We just never seemed to get back into the groove.
Right now we’re sat on the sofa (opposite ends) watching how I met your mother and big bang theory on a saturday night. Which is great but shouldn’t we be ripping each others clothes off or at least touching in some way??!!!
Or is just me? Am I thinking this through too much…
In other news…I dyed my hair today. Only a lighter shade of blonde but its the first time iv been allowed to dye it since the red hair…went a tad ginger at first but now seems ok. Still not 100% but ah well.
Posted a pic let me know what you think!!

